| My life for now... |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|06:20 pm] |
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| | Reggae | ] | Hello. Long time no contact... to pretty much everybody in davis. sorry. you know me... always busy
Well I'm going to school full time M-F. I work for a telecommunications company full time M-S... practice with the national soccer teams TR. Club soccer on sundays... Life is tiring especially when you live on the southern part of the island, like 30-45 minutes away from everything. Oh well, life is alright... I should be doing better in school but what else is new. I am very concerned, however, about two classes.
Soc- A Psych- A Philosophy- B Nutrition- D O N ' T W A N T T O T H I N K A B O U T I T. (I didn't buy the book & apparently it is more useful than I thought). Fuck!
I can't wait to be out of school though... xmas vacation is going to be soo awesome b/c it's the time of year when everyone* comes back, like Alexandra, CakeO, and maybe Ester. Other than that... I don't know if I want to take classes next semester. Working stricly 8-5 sounds PERFECT right now.
Shoot I'm out. |
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| long time... |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|05:13 pm] |
Wow... where do I start? The last time I was on this crazy shiet went down... anyway that's in the past. As for my life now, I will be here another year. Surprised? I'm fuckin not. It's almost the feeling of being suckered... to stay here. However, that's not much of an excuse b/c I need to be here for my dad.
Ummmm I really miss my girls in Davis. You girls are a different kind of fun... does that make sense? Well I just miss all the LATE nights... esp eating LATE... Tercero Typhoons... WATCHING SEX & THE CITY or FRIENDS!!! Being bored together... cramming together... going CrAzY together... shopping!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING! I love being back b/c it's home... but I feel like my life is just put on hold. When I do finally go back, I'll let ya'll know. WHENEVER THAT IS... As for all my guy friends... wow long-time-no-anything....
Other than that... I did really well in school last semester. Can you believe that? It's amazing what you can do when you NEED to, or rather... when you WANT TO DO WELL. UOG starts in a month. What else... I'm working for a cell phone company right now! Who ever thought I could sell cell phones! It's tight b/c of my coworkers... good money too! What else... lots of fam time... Oh & I'm still playing soccer. Playoffs are this weekend for club & my team is 1st place right now. Wish us luck!!!
Have a good w/e everybody!!! |
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| Eat your heart out ;) lol |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|09:29 am] |
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Yes, actually... I am pretty happy here on Guam. I wish I never had to go back to Davis, but I want to b/c I miss going to school & most of all, my friends... I love you guys sooo much... Can't wait to be back :) |
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| I miss Davis you guys... correction- I miss you guys more! |
[Feb. 16th, 2005|04:22 pm] |
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| | okay | ] | OMG I miss you Alturas soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! And you Tatas. And your boobies. And UCD Kell Doggggggg. Say hiii to Anais for me please! As for Uyen, tell that bitch I said hi. I don't know how I go about my days and nights w/o u guys... but know that I think about you girls "The Hot Tamales" every single day- I promise! Call me asap 6717773285. Good luck with soccer girls, stay strong and just stick it to the man. 143 Guam By the way: check me out at xanga.com/checha if you want to know what's up... I'll try to write to you guys here too. xoxo |
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| ...funny how things in life work out huh? |
[Nov. 10th, 2004|04:24 pm] |
Alright it's wednesday and it's 4:30... I still haven't left the Duplex... I'm soo Dazed right now it's grrreat! I guess I'm BORED b/c I miss Haram, my smoking buddie, right now cus she's gone for the weekend. What does that leave me with right now? I think... 6 or 7 guys.
I guess I'm on Live Journal because I'm tired of Xanga. EVERYBODY AND THEIR MAMA HAS XANGA, WHICH MEANS THAT ANYONE AND EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT I WRITE.
At the moment my mind is clogged with thoughts of my issues with Kristen. I saw her today, well around 1 or 2 here at the Duplex b/c she came by to smoke with the guys. It just so happened that she was there... haha yeah right. Chris and Rohaum left the Duplex to pick me up, so we could chill. Then as we were approaching the driveway, Rohaum turns to me and says, "Um you should know that (laugh, laugh) Kristen's inside!" HAHAHAHA (laugh Chris & Rohaum) He said he knew she was there but didn't want to be the one to tell me. lol what shits! haha anyway after lots of fussing about it, we three went inside and blazed a blunt or TWO. I didn't say anything to her. LITERALLY. That's all I'll say. At this point, I just feel that she and I are civil and we are JUST friends. It's the kind of relationship where we both respect each other and are "friends" (whatever you want to call that... What do you call your "best friend" who is going out with your ex-bf?).... Back to what I was saying-- we are civil but I don't want to have any sort of closeness with her. I'm sorry to say it but she makes excuses for not hanging out with me. Aside from that, everyone knows the whole Jason story. SO as for ME, I think we are no longer "good friends" and we can just leave it at "hi, how have you been lately" (if we ever see each other around). It's hard to think about "losing friends" but I think Kristen really did lose a friend here.
It's a harsh world. |
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| Davis is fcukin gay |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|02:33 pm] |
Hi I have this livejournal & I don't even use it... hmmm let's see: Update on my life:
+I am in summer school -I am back in Davis +I am living in a house with 4 guys -No one is back +So I only hang out with Kristen & guys (which is a plus of course) +I move into my apt on friday -I move into my apt with 2 girls +I get to live with 3 of my good friends -This makes me think twice... because "I'm living with 3 of my good friends"... which is never a good idea. Living with your friends means you 1. either won't be hanging out with them as much before and 2. things will either get worse or get better +I am a cashier -I miss working as a bartender and watching the sunset every night this summer +I am single -No more cuddling and stuff with a guy... no more going places at night & finding shit to do together... no more blazing with each other all day everyday... :( +I know what I want: a guy who I can hang out with & of course fuck... No emotional baggage... We just get along & everything's all good... kinda like my "guy" on Guam... I'm kinda torn between whether I actually just want a fuck buddy or a bf... Since I don't want anything serious, bf is out of the question. That leaves... the obvious -Man I miss Kaizen, esp the "guy" I am not thinking about as much anymore *(thank god)* but it sucks that every guy I meet I compare to him (At least I know what I want now...) +*Sometimes I want what other girls have: to experience loving a guy for once... but 1. I shouldn't think about a serious relationship b/c I just got out of one and 2. I know I don't want a serious relationship (who am I kidding); it's just not me... I just miss the attention I guess -Guys in Davis are so gay (major negative negative)
As you can see, I'm just a typical girl torn between what I want & must have... and the reality that life just isn't that way! |
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| Munching on Wendy's like good ole times |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|01:57 am] |
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| | Amanda Perez "Angel" | ] | Today was pretty good. Woke up. Hung out in my cold, chilled room. Went to 2 of 3 classes. Baked all day. Won soccer game & scored 2 goals while "up there"... hmmm we just came back from setting up Jason's drum set at his ex-programming partner's apartment... apt garage, where he has a drum set of his own. I'm still cold b/c before that we went to the rec pool and had lots of fun!!!
All I need are +++contacts!!! +++money +++someone to take my midterms for me
There needs to be +++more doja +++less work
P.S. Hi Tamana and Alturas :) P.P.S Miss you Roacho |
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| Tuesday |
[Feb. 4th, 2004|12:30 am] |
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| | iTunes: Dave Matthews Band | ] | Hmmmm, there is so much shit I need to do! aghhhhhhhhhh
+Woke up at 11 ++Got on my computer since it is all fixed* +++Hung out in room all day and messed with my comp ++++Dinner with Brooks, Pete, and Jason + the girls +++++Spoke to Dote on the phone ++++++Meeting for PiAlphaPhi +++++++Bagged Sun and Frank and went to Old Teahouse!!!! |
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